"On the second leg of my trip to Malaysia—NewYork to HongKong, a 15 hour affair—it begins to dawn on me that Malaysia is VERY FAR AWAY. Not just physically, although that would be enough in itself, but truly different—different history, flora and fauna, religions, languages, different looking people. Back in June, a bus passed by me on a street corner in Washington DC and in that moment I suddenly realized that life is LONG (if you are lucky)—long enough for things to happen that you never even imagined that you hadn’t imagined, long enough for completely unexpected hundred and eighty degree changes of heart and tortuous three-sixty homecomings. With a similar sense of gravity, the knowledge settling into my bones right now is that the world is WIDE: wide enough to encompass the utterly inconceivable. Right now I am flying over the eastern edge of the Gobi desert, as near as I can tell. Somewhere down there people live their whole lives. Fully human beings are born and learn what normal means and do everyday things and love and grieve and die. And to them anything other than living in the Gobi desert would seem foreign and beyond the pale. We are malleable creatures—shaped by everything we encounter—and I realize that I am entering a period when new hands will knead the playdough of my soul. Whatever lies ahead, I prefer this morphing and reshaping to lying untouched on the countertop so long that I become a dried out rubbery crust."
The picture is the view looking down from my hotel window. I love the palm trees!
Meg, I don't think you could ever come close to being a dried out, rubbery crust. Much beastly love--miss you already!
ReplyDeleteHaha...thanks. I miss you TOO! I'm sure when the monsoon starts in a month or two I will be anything BUT dried out. ;)
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